your light will shine when all else fades
Monday, May 15, 2006 @ 11:40 PM
today, when i woke up-
ohmygosh. imlikesodeadandeveryonewassogonnakillmecauseioverslept.
i didnt want to lie to my teacher or parents, but oversleeping is like, such a lame excuse. so i prayed to God that i may fall a little sick so that i won't need to lie.
and guess what?
i really fell sick. -.-''
haha. running nose. fever. slight cough.
oh God, i pray i'll be healed tomorrow! AMEN.
wahaha.
anyways- thank God for lee jun's human teacher's COPYRIGHTED notes. hahaha. it helped me scored in my social studies papers' source-based and i got third highest in class!! think teacher heart attack or something. from 10/100 to third highest. hahaha.
and im really happy nowadays. i helped people with their spiritual lives, and i myself grew as well. and not just that-
I LOVE MY MUM.
i cried yesterday for at least 10 minutes because of her. so touched by her love for me.
but hor. rahhh. im such a sinner! i need self-control. i really treasure my mum and i really dont want to shout at her at all, but i did it! ahh!!! what's wrong with me??
God.. teach me to discipline myself.. to think before i act.. and to have the courage to show her love, to show how much i love her. let us spend more time together. God, bless her health that she may be healed, and get a better job. i pray for blessings to be showered upon her, and that she may come to know you soon.
dear God, i commit her into your hands-
amen!